I feel this haze around me. It’s just hanging there. The events of the past couple weeks are hanging in this haze. My mind’s on over load. There’s been so much information thrown at me lately that my mind refuses to touch said events. Too much to try to comprehend right now. Honestly, I don’t know if I’ll ever completely comprehend what just happened.
The haze that I feel? It’s an all too familiar haze. It’s one I never wanted to feel again. For me, this haze means depression is lurking ever so closely. I haven’t felt depressed in almost 6 years. It’s not something I intend to fall back into. So friends, I ask, will you pray against this treacherous work of the enemy? I know it comes from him, and the last thing I want to do is succumb to Satan’s schemes. I know, too, that I cannot overcome it without the help and support of my friends and family.
For I know that with God on my side, I will victor over this. It won’t be easy, but it will happen. I have found for me that the number one way to overcome these feelings is to put it into the light. Depression kept in the darkness will only consume me. I cannot let that happen. I have too much positive to look forward to in my life. I am confident that through my prayers, and the prayers of those like you, this beast will leave sooner than later. After all, God is big enough to overcome.
I ask, join me in my prayer against Satan’s schemes? Against his will for me to succumb to depression and focus only on the bad, and not look past it to see the beauty in everyday life? I would greatly appreciate it.